You know that guy stumbling like Bub in “Day of the Dead” with the long, unshaven beard matted with food, muttering angrily to himself that his big toe hurts and he just wants to cut it off as his crazy eyes dart suspiciously side to side with pathos and mania barely seething under the veneer of another face in the crowd? Yeah… that was me just now through the grocery store.
Over the past few hours things have been getting worse. Calling my nuerologist tomorrow. Lots of pain in my foot and all sorts of jabs and electric jolts in my toes and the sole. Right now my little toe is just buzzing like pinpricks. My blood sugar has been between 180 and 200 and I started a new diabetes med today in addition to the one I already take. I’m in purgatory right now where time has no meaning. Can’t really focus on much.